I've needed some time. I know, sounds like a teenager thing, and I guess it kind of is. I needed to re-evaluate, see who I was and where I needed to go.
My girlfriend of five months broke up with me on Labor day under some....circumstances. If you want the full story, note me, but I won't post it publicly.
I realized that if I'm attracted to men at all, it isn't very much, and more of a romantic than physical way.
My gender is no. It's fluid as hell, and sometimes I go by Gabriel or Gabe.
My chest binder is coming in in a month or two. My parents think its for cosplay, which isn't false. Just not the whole truth.
I'm a sophomore. Wow...
I started driving!
My two best friends....kinda stopped talking to me....
But I made new ones. And I'm closer to them than I had been to the others in a long time.
I made apologies I should have made a long time ago.
I started writing again! I made a google drive, and started a story. A handful of my friends read it and more or less bed me to keep writing. My friend, who is a senior, is my beta, and she gives me so many good ideas!
If any of you remember last years Homecoming incident, this year was much better, and I had a blast.
I'm in a kind of support group now that a friend founded, for those of us at school who are depressed.
I overcame a lot of fears. Public speaking, singing in front of my peers after they laughed at me last year, talking to people...
I come back to you all as a new person. I've found where I belong, and it hurt a lot to do so, but I'm moving on. Growing up. I've stopped clinging to my safety net.
I'm flying free now, guys. And I'm never coming down.